Unholy holy grail

How unholy is my holy grail
My obsession with edificesA factional instinct to erect fences aroundWalking on my slayMy feet dripping redWhat ablution do I find
Spearing various faithsI have decapacitated my ownLest all but faith locateAs I enter the structureI question my prayer
I may be slain by elseMy body will be contained in shroud cleanStained soul but will journey makeAs when I see God eye to eyeHow can I even dare
We each have our faith and belief. We each have our shortcomings, but no spiritual consciousness can justify any act of decimation, whether life or nature. Deceptive is the lure of power one may have now. History is replete with records ,we will be another record. What stand out beyond a mere mention are conquest of hearts not bodies.